Today I am missing the little one we lost.
I have an appointment with the OBGYN to talk about possible testing or what might have caused the two consecutive miscarriages.
I am nervous about what he will say.
I am a bit scared that all my plans for the future will fall apart because something might be wrong.
I am anxious to have another baby.
I am hopeful that all is well.
I am fearful that it is not.
I am sure that God is in control.
I am wondering what His plan is.
Needless to say, there are a lot of emotions coursing through me right about now and I could use your prayers.
Prayers for a calm spirit and a trusting heart.
Prayers for patience and hope.
Prayers for health and answers.
Prayers for peace.
Losing two babies in a row was rough, to put it simply, and I desperately want to avoid experiencing it again. I desperately want to hold our next little one in my arms.
Your will, Lord.